Wednesday, December 17, 2008

*headdesk*

Uggggh! I'm having one of those days. =-= If you don't know what I mean by that, click this link: :{ It's Just One of Those Days }:

If I suddenly disapear on you guys without warning...I'm sorry. x-x Hopefully I'll come back in a few days to a week.

I just...I hate this feeling. I know I have a lot to do, I know what to do to get it done...but I just...can't. It's like the more work I have, the more demotivated I become. And I've got two major conflicting worlds that will be in high combat for the next two weeks. I seriously don't know what I'm gonna do about it. I just want to hide in a whole for a month. I want to get away from everybody. And I've been having that...replacement feeling again. I'm nothing extrodinary, therefore I don't stand out, therefore I am easily replaced, therefore I am afraid.

I just wish I could find my nitche, ya know?

1 comment:

Seija-chan said...

Hun, you are not replacable! You are THE ORANGE! You are awesome at figuring stuff out and one of the nicest people I know. Trust me on this one.

You may have not found your niche.

But you found a place where your welcome and can stay as LONG as you want.

-huggles-